February 02, 2012

Untitled---for the one who need not be named...

Unaccepted apologies...

Silent tears...

False allegations...

Hesitant explanations...

Stony indifference...

Blame games...

Uncomfortable numbness...

Elusive memories...


Friendship that once was...

Friendship that always will be...

Ego that never was...

Ego that now is...


You hesitate to accept my apology because you think history might repeat itsself...

I hesitate to try too hard because I am sure it will...

You think i dont care enough to change...

I think you have changed too much to care...



'Me' missing 'you' hurts but not half as much as 'you' misunderstanding 'me' did!!!

19 comments:

Ugich Konitari said...

Parallel lines
were not
born that way.

They were sinusoidal
till
the enthusiasm
and belief
waned
asymptotically,
flattening out.

With some element of shock,
it is still possible
they may fibrillate
and
meet some day.

Nidz said...

Lovely post Pri, so beautifully written.

Lady Whispers said...

Sigh I can relate to all emotions and life...

Beautifully written girl :)

Nitin Jain said...

Universal relevance I must say !! Nicely expressed the usually un-discussed emotions !!

Vyankatesh said...

Thoughtful words.

Priyadarshini Joyce said...

Just let go...
Just let go...

Sarah malik said...

u need to let go:) coz life goes on and whatever happens is for our betterment. i knw these are typical lines but they confine within them d ultimate truth too!


sarah

Pri said...

@ Ugich Konitari
That thought is priceless!!!
I loved the way you put it---thankyou for sharing it with me! :)

Pri said...

@ Nidz
thanks nidz...its been a long time.hows you? :)

Pri said...

@ lady whispers
I guess each one of us has has had that friend/loved one who walked out but never away...
Somewhere deep within every one of us has lived that story which seems forgotten but never is :)

Pri said...

@ Nitin Jain
I agree...nostalgia is an universal emotion :)

Thanks for dropping by!

Pri said...

@ Vyankatesh
:)

Pri said...

@ priya joyce
Arn't we always doing that? and then again, have memories stopped surfacing up once in a while---or perhaps always a little more often than needed?? :)

Unknown said...

Its more than just a sad, beautiful poetry.
Hang in there, I know it hurts for now, but, this too shall pass.

Ugich Konitari said...

Have sent u mail.

See :

http://kavitalihi.blogspot.in/2012/02/plot.html

Anonymous said...

"Friendship that once was...
Friendship that always will be..."

Beautifully written & a truly nostalgic creation of a thoughtful mind.......thanks for sharing!

VNP said...

Letting go, is like trying to force a thing out of the memory. They all forget that memory is like quick-sand, the more you struggle to get it out, the more it sinks deeper inside. Better to just let things be..

BTW, the chemistry of life says that 'conversion of a stranger to friend is an irreversible process'.

Maliny said...

so beautifully penned pri !

Danusia Jurandówna said...

I like your poem! It is really nice and sad.
When I read it, my eyes are full of tears...